The World Through The Eyes Of Insanity

I'm finding my way back to sanity again; though I don't really know what I'm going to do when I get there. I'll take a breath and hold on tight, spin around one more time and gracefully fall back into the arms of grace. I'm looking past the shadows in my mind into the truth and I'm trying to identify the voices in my head. God, which one is you? Let me feel one more time what it feels like to feel alive. And, break these calluses off of me one more time. I don't want a thing from you. I'll bet you're tired of me waiting for the scraps to fall of off your table to the ground. I just want to be here now. I'm hanging on every word you say. Even if you don't want to speak tonight; it's alright with me because I want nothing more than to sit outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing. That's where I want to be.